Small

I am feeling sick and small
The feeling came last night
The feeling stayed in the morning
The feeling has exploded in the evening

What Am I Doing
Why am I here
I got knots in my stomach today
When I came face to face
I felt so small
This is the person
I was rejected for
This is the person
Who is desired more
This is the person
I was bitched about to
This is the person
You were most intimate with

Everyone has moved on
She is moved on
And doing great
And I am here
Struggling and going nowhere

Why is he around me
There is no movement
No change
Just further slide
If she was easy to be with
If you looked forward to her
If she is the one you enjoyed
In every way
Why are u hanging with me
In the name of some bull shit attachement

I felt squeezed and small
I felt so small
That's not how I want to live
Under the threat of someone else
That someone else can come and disrupt my life and being
Just because you cant keep away

Why are u keeping away
In the first place

She would always mean more
How does it matter
If u decide to live with me
You are not with me anyway