Guilt time Over

Is it My love

Is the guilt time over
For what you did

Is that what bound you to me
For the last few years

Now that is over
We are back to what we were
With additional baggage

I struggle to believe
The words and the confessions
Given in that timeframe
As the actions today
Are completely the opposite

Are back to your games
Is the anger coming from there
It used to before
Are we back to living
Like the good old days

Is your guilt time over
The guilt that held you together with me
Is that over.

-Q 

Why Together

I wonder on days
When my stomach churns
Like today

We were doing better in the middle
What happened?
Every word spoken
Is like an acid and attack
Taken and Given

Why do we cling
If we both find each unbearable
Are we waiting for the other
To call it off
To give the relief

As individual
We fear
And there is no courage

 - Q

Visit

I visit here
After ten months.

I thought I was done
But here I am again

When there is no where else
To go
No one who can hear you

When I express
It is always taken as an attack
Then acid is through back

Why do I live like this
In hope that it will change
As I love
Or is it the comfort

Why am I here
Why am I anywhere

-Q