Talk

Why do I talk
Why do I open my mouth

When I tell myself
He does not want to hear
In my self esteem
Stay away

Wait for him to ask
Wait for him to show concern

But I cant contain
I talk
I sound like a victim

They fall on deaf ears
Ears that dont care

Where does leave me
More bitter
In more pain
In more anger

Why put yourself
through this.
Why do you
Do this
So often.