Give up

There are days I give up
There are days I hold on to
There are days when I am stuck and confused between the two
And thent here are days like today
When u are giving up
When u feel that there cannot be any resolution
When u feel it is too fucked up
When u feel the pain so sharp
When u feel dead
When u feel like the world is collapsing
When u finally feel numb
When u finally feel helpless
When u finially feel drained
U give up!

I can feel me giving up.