To my Stomach

Hi There
How do you feel today?
U are doing great some time ago
Why have u gone so upset
U cause weird sensations in my being
Why are doing this?
When will u decide your mood is fine
When will u make me feel normal
When will u let go of these emotions
This turmoil within
Do you enjoy the churn u cause
The dysfunctionality the comes
U are my seat of emotions
Why do you cause such turmoil
When will u get ok
Please feel better
Lets us both feel better
Hey  Stomach
Please get ok soon

The turbulent me

Are they the external manifestion
Of the Turbulent me
The Turbulent me
Which has been brewing
In my head and heart
The Strom
That I have been trying to control
The Storm I have been trying to deal with
The Storm in my Soul. 

My lowest ever in life

I am the lowest ever in life
Is there scope to go lower?
There is
There is
I can think of so much more
I can create a complete drama in the head
I canc reate different scenarios
But right now
It is the lowest of the low
So far for me
Does it get better from here
Anything
In any direction
Should I freeze my eggs
Should I study
Should I do nothing
Which direction to go
Small decisions are hard to take
Right now juggling with
To go travel or stay in bombay
I am at the lowest of my low
It is acceptance to hear
Some one tell u
You are at your shittest in life
Right now
It is messy
And layered
Could not get messier
I wonder
Why did I
Have to deal with such layers
I am sure many do
And I think they go black and white
But here
The dimensions boggle me
It is the shittest and the lowest of the low