Responsibility

I take responsibility for what happened
I am responsible for my actions
I am responsible for what is happening to me

These are safe
These are mature
These are responsible
These are tools

They give you charge of life

Yes, I am responsible
But...
I still feel pain
I still feel hurt
I still feel turmoil
of the consequences

I need to be mature
I need to take it on

Why?

I dont think I am making sense.
1:00 am . Bed.