Alone-ness

Explain Alone-ness
It is empty feeling
There is nothing u crave for
U feel dead
U feel misunderstood
U feel like no one knows u
U need a wall
U feel sinking in your stomach
U feel dread
U feel dysfunctional
U spend hours just being
Not knowing where time went
It is an emotion I have not experienced before
It takes the love of life out of you
Out of your being
Your confidence
Your being
All sucked out
U lose any joy in life
U almost dont want to live anymore
U drag each day for the sake of it
As u are too scared to end it