Fear"full"

What is this life?

So many fears

So much hate

I feel enslaved

in Fear

in Explanation 

in Judgement 

in Failure

Why can't I tell

Why does my heart 

Get gripped in fear

Why cant I express

My pain 

My sorrow

To my own

Why do I feel this fear

Why have you enslaved me like this

Like you are the master

I fight this invisible cage

And  I fail everyday 

Will I continue like this

Day after day

Lose my energy and vitality

Build more fear

Lose my unborn child

Lose life!