Deal

How does one deal
With this level of Deceit and Betrayal
A double Yammy

There are days when my head crawls
I read the exchanges
I crawl reading them 

There are days I am ok
When he is in front of me, I am ok.
Sex exploded with him like never before.
Like someone uncocked a bottle and woosh....

How does it happen
How does it happen with someone who has lied to you all through
Someone who has rejected you badly
And now is showering affection
And you moron lapping the affection as u are so deprived.

How does one deal with rejection
Of being rejected on a daily basis
Of being rejected every single day of your life
Of someone claiming how he has shut you out
Of someone opening doors for someone else

How is one emotionally entangled with the same person.