Told

I was told I will not understand.
I was told it is complicated.
I yelled  that she probably does not even know and He kept quiet.
What an ass I was.
She knew.
I should have dealt with it then.
But
I was polite and held off
I was polite as I would be judging and she would feel bad
I was polite that she would be hurt
I in my vainty kept quiet
I maintained indepdendent friendship still
But she knew ... she knew everything.
She knew I knew about the sms... She knew both sides of the story and used it.
She used information given by me for herself.
She used all my friendship ... She used me to get him.