Guilt

Is it guilt
How long will it last
The attention and time being given
The love and affection being showered
Only because he is guilty
How long will this last

He landed here unannounced
Spent time and affection
There were great moments
Like the past never happened
Like everything was normal and great

And then it comes rushing back like a bullet
And hits between the eyes
And u crack
And wonder
Will I be normal again
With a relationship so cracked

This is like before
Give time and attention when upset
And forget when fine

It will last as long
As there is guilt
And then gone